Moving to the U.S.A

This is it, I've frankly got really fed up with Japan, and everyone here. I want to start over somewhere new and wonderful. Somewhere awe inspiring, like the USA.

I know this may come as a surprise to people that might know me, but I've came to realize there's no real future in countries like Japan, I need to be where everything is happening, you know...

The LAND OF ALL POSSIBILITIES.

I'm going there and living my dream. Good bye all.



PS: Kage, you know making that sex change and becoming my wife won't help me change my mind. I'm completely into women with generous breasts now.


(Ah crap I just noticed I'm 19 min late)

My future wife

After the deep chat with Jay I've decided to finally introduce my future wife, you know since we had that married couples share a path kinda of talk.






Isn't she pretty? Of course she can be really bossy at times, but I think she would do the best wife.

Please treat her nicely wwwww

Stalking this guy.

So, I am currently stalking this guy ( see my background) around Japan, for unknown reasons - I say unknown because well, what does a English to Japanese translator serve for in Japan?

Which is why I'm using the word stalking, because it sure feels like it. Despite the fact his long hair is fake (it's a good enough reason not to stalk someone, isn't it?)

For argument's sake, let's say I don't have anything better to do, and I love live concerts and traveling, to clarify why I'm going to go around Japan for the next month. Or simply because I can.

Bottom line is, I'll be in a lot of places, and I don't know if I'll make it a priority to update the blog, so in case anyone wonders where I am, well, I think I've answered that.


Also, while traveling around, I'll do quite a bit of thinking about what I really want to do with my life now that university is over. There's this strange thing about Okinawa ( the place I'm at right now) that makes you really analyze yourself and your life. One of the most important people to me used to come here a lot when he was faced with difficult decisions, so I took his example and took a long walk down the beach to clear my head.

And I came to the conclusion that while stalking people is fun, I ought to do something for myself, with my own life. And while giving your support to a cause, or a person, or even an idea is something admirable, looking back on my life 10 years from now and thinking, all I did is support someone else is not something I'd like to experience.

There's also the thing that I've sadly learned that in the end, all things considered, we are alone with ourselves. Even if things are ok, even if you have people around you that you love, you don't know how and when the paths you walk could separate.

I didn't use to think that, and I know I'm probably being selfish and stubborn for not listening to any other opinion anymore, but I'd like to be secure and standing on my own two feet, on my own path.

That doesn't mean I feel less or that, someone is less important in my life. It just means that, to quote and contradict earlier song by said guy with fake long hair and a pantless drummer (w) I simply don't think that you can "Survive with love" anymore.


I'm a really difficult person to handle, and sometimes find myself wondering why do my close people even bother. I know I can be cold and selfish, and once you've lost my trust is nearly close to impossible to get it back.

Maybe they like the challenge? But if that is so, and I'd change, and let all the things that keep me this way go, wouldn't they just end up getting bored?

Whatever the case, I feel this time around I'll come to a conclusion that I'll be happy with.

Japanese horror movies.

So, today I've been quite literally forced to take some time off and do nothing (nothing was really descriptive as Kage ordered, and Kaji was turned into my guardian for the day, to make sure I do NOTHING. That included studying, translating, cooking, or cleaning ( heck, I don't know how Kage came up with that one, since I never really clean unless I absolutely HAVE TO).

Kaji was more than eager to force me to do...well not do stuff, so he stalked me through the house all day and I couldn't get even a page in. It was infuriating, but truth is i love seeing them work together like that. Kage just doesn't know he's gonna get payback for this, and I'm sure he won't take it as calmly as I have.

Anyways, since there's only that much God of War we could play ( well basically we could have played more except for the part where Kaji almost smashed the tv because of that part where you have to push a box over a spike covered floor...within a time limit).



Ever played it? Couldn't find that exact room, but yeah.


Anyways, when trying to figure something else to do we stumbled over the DVD collection. We used to watch a lot of movies before we moved to Kyoto and tho Kage hates horror movies, me and Kaji were crazy enough for them to have mostly ever Japanese horror movie out there. So, we had a 4 movies marathon: Ring, Grudge, Pulse and One missed call ( I hope I got the English names right)

Fun facts about this movies are that:
1) americans remade them all
2) american versions are so sucky they're fit for a good comedy night a
and 3) I'm happy they did tho, I'd very much rather see Americans killed by vengeful spirits than Japanese people w.

Seriously, which of them would you rather died?
vs


That being said I'm still trying to figure out what the heck happened in One last call and I'm doubtful of Kaji's theory that the director and entire cast got high towards the end and that was the result. And what was with the sayonara song? Was it made to screw with your head? Because if yes, it worked.

Wonder if any of you saw this movie, if you did do share your theory.


Watching ring reminded me of how I scared Kage, it really seems so long ago. We both grew up so much since then, I wonder if we could ever be that carefree again.

Then again I don't necessarily mind where we are now. Not at all actually.






(That, of course, doesn't mean I'm not tempted to see if I can play another nasty prank like that on him again w)

North America & settling to a free life w

I'm aware I've been taking really long to update and probably worrying some of you that I might have overdosed on coffee and chocolate, but that's not the case, so rest assured I'm perfectly fine and genki (a lot more so this days)


Anyways, it's been recently decided that a trip I have to make to North America will be in June. Now, for those of you who know what I am referring to, this is not yet released information, and I shouldn't be writing anything about it, except for the fact that I'm sure just a bunch of people read this. So especially you Hizu-chan, if you read, no matter how tempted you are to say anything about it have some patience, it'll be announced soon, ok?

This is really horrible timing in regard to J's stay in Japan, so I'm hopping it can be towards the end of June, but ultimately, I'm not the one who decides this kind of things at all ( obviously w). I don't necessarily look forward to traveling there either, but enough of complaining about that.


So in the crazy past few weeks there were a lot of things to settle, some of which had been just partially solved. The situation with my uncle's house is still pressing as I haven't managed to sell the car yet, mostly because I am legally obligated to add a file on any accident the car has been in, if severe enough to require a traffic police investigation. Needless to say,my case fits right in there, so I had to actually ask for that file, and then have the people at the service that fixed it also give me a detailed repairs and modification history before I could even set it for sale. It's a logistical head-ache, seriously.


However,a down payment was made and the term on the loan is extended, so we can at least partially relax.


So, me and Kaji have finally moved back to Tokyo, it's weird for all 3 of us to be in the same house again but Kaji and Tatsu are a lot nicer to each other this time around. I'm guessing they did miss eachother to same extent ( or I'm just being hopefull?) what with them being 'bros' and all w.

As for me, I've finally found the time to just relax a bit, and start doing some serious work. Namely studying for the bar exam, and doing some translation work.

Some legitimate translation work since I've got my license now too ( I'm assuming the lovely teacher that asked me if I thought I knew everything had a fit when she had to give me 100% on the translation text from hell they came up with as a final license paper - if she actually had anything to do with it)


That being said, I'll be trying not to disappear entire weeks anymore, now that I've settled down
( not that there were a lot of things I had to move to Tokyo, more than half of my stuff had somehow ended there through the year, which is peculiar, considering I've only spent the week-ends there and then the entire week in Kyoto)


Well, peace.

Lack of sleep.

Having a bit trouble sleeping again this days, it's annoying ( so, I end playing with my blog's template because of that, w)

For last night's dinner I tried to make lasagna and failed dramatically. I contemplated posting a picture (mostly for a certain punk that wouldn't stop complaining that I never made HIM lasagna) but
it was too disastrous to even attempt.

It broke down, collapsed on itself and ended up looking like some weird kind of stew.


Well, as far as I'm concerned it's ok, I dislike lasagna either way, I'll make Bolognese Spaghetti next time, I can't fail there. Hopefully.

Violation of copyright.

So under the cover of being in Hawaii, you actually go around posting Miyavi videos on youtube J?




You're a Bad Boy J wwwww I'll have to sue you.



PS: blame Kaji for your predicament, he found it.w




Hint: Check the uploader's name

Praying for Chile

I've only found out 2 hours ago about Chile.

The many tragedies happening around the world right now give me a pressing sense of dread.

It's sad because Chile is a beautiful place, with amazing people, I hope every single person I met there last year is fine.

Praying that this world will see more peaceful times soon.



PS: the earthquake in Japan was in Okinawa, there were, as far as I know, a few injured people, but nothing dramatic happened. We never even felt it, in Kyoto or in Tokyo, but that's quite far, so there's really nothing to worry.

Survive

But what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

Way to celebrate graduation...

I was really intending to write about all kinds of funny things that happened to me, but that's really no longer the case right now.

My uncle decided that he'd wait until after graduation to give me important news. Apparently this important news was that his company is deep shit because of loans. Mortgage loans. On his house.

First of all, I had no clue that the financial crisis even REALLY affected Japan. I've always just been saying it's all staged and what not...well I still do believe that, but I never expected it to affect a company such as my uncle's. Especially that he does know how to run it. I guess I've been blind to the actually situation since I'm unemployed for months and the only work I've been doing it's in a field that has nothing to do with financial problems.

My uncle didn't want to tell me before the exams and with good reason, because my mind wouldn't have been on studying that's for sure. The problem is the company is just recovering and already the deadline for down payment on the loan is first of March... taking money from the company is putting it back close to bankruptcy and being unable to pay employees, not taking money means his house could be put up for auction.

Obviously I'm dazed with all this information and I had to postpone going to Tokyo today like I had actually planned.

Tatsu obviously offered to give my uncle the money but there's no way I would, or my uncle for that matter, accept something like this. So that leaves me with one option...which is to sell my car. And it's ridiculously hard to take this decision, this car is the first thing I ever bought for myself...it broke with me- quite literally - when I had that accident, and just like me it got fixed...I used it to get the heck out of Tokyo when I thought I would go insane if I stayed there just one more minute, then I used it to go back and forth between Tokyo and Kyoto...there's really a lot of things related to that car.

I really don't want to sell it. But I guess I have no choice, I'll buy another car when I start working again, it might be for the better too, since this car holds too many memories and too much energy, it really seen a lot w.

Anyways, I'm not familiar at all with the whole process involved into selling a second hand car so me and Kaji are both brainstorming over it. There's no getting any help from my uncle since he would disapprove if he knew and from Tatsu either since he'd keep insisting I don't need to.

Well hopefully I can do it within this next few days.

Peace

Massive Cavities Day.

So today is Valentine's Day.

I hate Valentine's Day.

I'm horrible with that.

It pisses me off when I get chocolate even though I love chocolate.

It pisses me off even more when the person I LOVE gets chocolate. A LOT OF CHOCOLATE.

I don't even care that he doesn't eat it or touch it, it still pisses me off.

So Valentine's Day is the day I'm the most pissed off ( can you tell?)

And to top it all off, I have no clue what to say for Valentine's Day - I don't want to express my feelings just because it's the 14th and everyone else does.

So that is why I will absolutely NOT say I love you today.

che.

今朝からちょっと気分が悪い

いやーよく寝なかったぞ

いやなゆめのだろう

わかない

じつはバレンタインに寝られない

大嫌いそんな日

マジどうして好きだと言わなくちゃある日は必要や？

僕にガセなんや

言わなくちゃ言葉は本文ない

感じなくちゃ感じも本文ない

チョコレートも食べ物だけじゃんなのだろう？

ガセって

バレンタインなんて嫌いじゃ

では決めちゃった今日絶対ILOVEYOU言わないつもり。

ちぇ。

Last exam and Tokyo

My last exam is on the 16th.

That's just a few days from now, though I'm done studying. It still feels surreal, I don't think I've ever noticed what a huge part of my life University has been.

Of course I'm still going for Master's Degree and even further, but this 4 years were the last part of what you'd call adolescence, I'm actually turning 23 this year, that's way past being able to blame everything you do on still being a kid.

So, I'm at the point where I'm literally taking my life in my hands - not that I wasn't under the illusion I've been doing this all along, w. But this time it's different, there's no going back. I guess I'll be missing classes most of all, I loved zoning out during them, good time to clear my head w.

I decided to move to Tokyo before the actual graduation ceremony, so it will probably be around the 18th. It's not that I can't wait anymore ( or maybe it is?) it's just that I'm already feeling restless here, like when you're away from home for a long time...even though practically Kyoto has been home for two years.

And I really dislike loud crazy Tokyo, it's almost funny. But seriously,I've been thinking, Kyoto is so like me and Tokyo is so Kage, as cliche as it sounds. So it makes sense I want to live in Tokyo though I hate it.

Because it's not that I really hate it, it's more that I'm afraid of that fast pace things happen at in Tokyo. But truth is, I've been dragged around at that fast pace all along, I figure, I ought to start walking on my own two and prove I can keep up.

So it's a challenge.

相変らず僕英語で考えを出しやすいものだ

あのことばを書きながらめを閉じてと未来だけ見えた

悪いおもいでない

余憤ない

苦しみもない

二人だけ

だから変わらずに変わっていくって

もう君のこと赦すなんや

君も僕のこと赦してくれ

そして

愛してくれ

愛してるから

マジべたやぞｗ

PS：TSUMIもお前のこと会いたがってる、きのう形態にお前の声を聞いたとすげ元気になった。してるそうよ

もしあのやつも帰りたがっている

1984

Something we've watched this weekend. I've found the book (Orwell's Ninteen Eighty-Four) online last night and I took to reading it in between study sessions.

It's funny how we tend to blindly fallow the path of our own destruction. Of course, there are always people that can actually see the bigger picture, and warn us, trying to point where the path we're blindly fallowing is taking us.

Orwell was one of this people, he saw it in Spain and he saw it in Rusia, and though he warned about it, it was by the very timeline of this book - Ninteen Eighty-Four that parts of Europe really were, regardless, in a state sadly similar to this. But back in the interbellum period they called it modernism and left it at that. I wonder, should some have taken it seriously, could the horrors of Eastern European Communism have been avoided?

There is a Museum dedicated to those very years in Budapest called House of Terror.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/House_of_Terror

Disturbingly similar to what this book describes

Marx must have been trashing in his coffin during those years.

The lesson to this as far as I see it, sometime we should open our eyes wider to our own world, where it is headed, and most of all to the people that have a better, bigger picture of it.

Peace

Being happy makes you DUMB

Seriously.

Well, I had the best possible weekend, it was just purely relaxing and nice, and to top it all off when I got back to Kyoto late Sunday night ( I kept postponing the time I had to leave until I literally had to sneak out the door -ごめんなベイビ笑）Kaji was playing Silent Hill III in the living room down stairs, so I joined him and we ended up going to bed at 4 am.

It was really the perfect weekend, but, today I had an exam at 14 - at least that's what I for some reason remembered, so I woke up at 10 and was brushing my teeth when my phone rings. It was Sho asking me why the heck I'm not at the exam already.

What exam? My exam was at 14 ( that's 2 PM by the way)

Well, apparently it was at 10 am instead, and it was already 5 past 10, so grabbed the first clothes I found and ran out the door only to notice that....it had snowed. So I couldn't take my car, and since the street I live on is at an angle, I also slipped as I was hurrying to catch the train instead.

Which I also missed. By 1 minute - exactly the time it took me to get up from the spectacular fall.

I am never late, I'm always early, why for an exam of all possible things? So 40 minutes late I knocked, entered, bowed, excused myself and luckily, the teacher recognized me and let me in. And there was Sho first row grinning at me in a way that made me want to smack him.

But all in all the exam was fairly easy, and as I was heading out we received mail with our first exam results too - got my first 100 for this semester.

And probably the last as well w.

So that's my hectic life for now, in between Tokyo and Kyoto.

The fact that it will be over in a little over one month and I'll be able to relax and stop this cross country ( I'm exaggerating) weekly trips is still hard to grasp even though Kage won't stop talking about it.

Kaji is excited about going back to Tokyo too, but there's the fact that we'll leave my uncle alone again that worries me. I wish he moved to Tokyo too, maybe it's not entirely impossible, so I'll keep bugging him about it, he can definitely afford a house there.

Well cheers to that not so far future w

To J.- hoping you're safe.

J, I hope you managed to escape the polar bear that was chasing you through Shibuya last night.

I really wanted to come and save you but Kage kept insisting I ate some cookies first.

Imagine my face when I woke up. w

WHAT was I thinking?

So I want to dig a hole and hide there from exams.

Better yet, I'll shave my head and run in the mountains.

WHAT was I thinking taking this many classes????????

So now it's 4 exams down and only 9 to go. 9 is a really encouraging number, perhaps I'll actually have time to breath since I only have 9! left.

So lately I've been driving everyone insane with my complaining/ compulsive studying - well, since I haven't done any studying for months, and I blame a certain punk.

I sometimes read whole chapters but I have the feeling I'm not even reading more like looking at the page for 5 seconds, next page and so on. But in the morning I wake up and revise and the info seems to be there. At least my brother from the very pits of hell has decided to turn 180 degrees and is actually helping me every day.

I think that comment with he's not on the list of things I love anymore got to him.

Seriously, weekend seems a life time away. I just want chiken and a good sleep...

Ok I want more but I'll be nice and not say it here.

PS: Yes J I want to eat chiken!

Things I love& accents

Coffee on my nightstand in the morning with a ridiculous post it on it...w

I feel like exams and Kyoto are a world away from this place, and I actually noticed, I completely loose my Kyoto accent the moment I set foot home, it's so weird.

Actually, Sho was telling me that when I talk on the phone home, I immediately switch back to Osaka accent. I'm probably a bit of an accent chameleon w,when I get to Tokyo for the weekend, I switch to kantou-ben too, I can't help it. But this 3 are the strongest accents, so I doubt I'd be able to go with the flow just anywhere.

Kyoto, well I'm living there for almost 2 years now, and my uncle,despite his Osaka-ish bad guy self actually has a pretty heavy Kyoto accent. So I find myself replecing the -chau I use a bit too much with -mou before I even realize I'm doing it. Lucky I didn't take to using 'wa' at the end of sentances ( wa is a normal ending particle in Kyoto, but it's what girls use in Tokyo w)

Osaka, well back when I first met Taa-ko, he had the worst Osaka accent, that and the way he doesn't speak clearly either way made me want to hit him every time we had longer conversation. But, my Japanese was rusty then and he kept using slang, not to mention his own words that I have yet to find in a dictionary, so it was sink or swim w. But I have yet to completly get rid of oki ni, and honma, and ya nen.

And finally Tokyo...well, this is my home. I went to school there first, and I had to struggle to talk properly because of the Osaka-ben constantly drilled in my head. But it would have looked really bad for a student to use that, so I spent a long time paying careful attention to the way I spoke.

After so many years Tatsu too started loosing that Osaka ben, but even to this day if we have long conversations, we both switch to it...it feels good though, like it makes the talk more intimate.

But all this accents confusion is not really bad, it's like a reflection of the different parts of my personality and life. At least I have them, unlike Kaji, who still sounds like a gaijin wwwww.

Talking about the wolf, don't get in much trouble while I'm away ( I don't wanna miss the fun)

神

Exams

今夜ちょっと気分が悪い

最近自分に「言うな、絶対言うな」と言っていたのに

矢張り言いたい

「もういいよ！」

ほんま疲れってもうた

週末くるうちに３プロジェクトことしなくちゃ３試験があったので３日間勉強しててばかりいることだ。

（もちろん勉強するといってもノットを読んだままある人に考えっていたや）

法律学生のに人間ものや！

試験もプロジェクトも

あきらめる感じ出していた。

何のために頑張るのはもう知らん

もう弁護士になりたいかどうか知らん。

…

マジ僕子供のように愚痴ったばかり

うざいかしら？ｗ

（自分にうざいそう）

矢張り僕ガキっぽい（「そう言ってた」言わないでぞ！）

でわ

お休みやんもっと勉強しなきゃだ

（週末よ早く来いOrz）

I'm just complaining about endless exams and projects, so there's nothing much worth translating. And I don't want to write much in English so that J doesn't have to make out with the screen for my sake w.

Back to learning.

Peace.

Night out.

これ長いんでも英語で書きたい

読みたらちょっとオチツイテよく考えってそして電話してよ…ｗ

しんぱいないぞ、何もやったのに

PS：夜は本当に会いたいお前

So today I was just attending my usual classes when Sho ( for those who don't know, he's my best friend so to say) comes to me and tells me there's this buy 2 beers get 1 free in a club I don't remember hearing of before.

Now of course I was completely uninterested as I'd only drink beer if it was for a bet or I was already pissed drunk, but apparently half of our last year had already organized to go there, including Kaji ( as if he ever misses something like this, no matter the faculty) and one of our teachers, who I found out tonight, is just 28 ( same age as my Tatsu funny) so I got half dragged along.

It turned out it was, presumably classic rock night - Beetles? wtf. But at least the 3 for the price of 2 ( based on student id) promotion was also available for Screwdrivers. So me, Kaji and Sho bought ourselves 3 and this smartass ( who was drinking beer) decided to play this game we call 'nana'. It's basically....everybody counts, and if a number that contains 7 or is a multiple of 7 you have to say 'nana' instead of said number...get it wrong and you drink. Well, me Kaji and Sho played that drinking vodka against people drinking beer.

And what is worse, I only had time to grab a bowl of rice before class today, as I was working on a project before Uni. So...2 shots of vodka later I found myself cought in a conversation of : what happens when you get drunk: I said I get horny, Kaji said he gets kinky and Sho said he gets funny. Right, the heck he gets funny. Thing is...Tarou, one of the guys in my year didn't just get tipsy, he got drunk, so he started touching people underneath the table ( in case you're wondering, no. He actually has a girlfriend) and I told him I'd cut his hands and shove them down his pants if he did it again, but then, apparently when he did it to Sho, he said " I wouldn't mind if it were Shin tho..."

I'm not sure how I feel about my best friend saying that...drunk or not ( tho I have yet to see Sho drunk)

So for the rest of the night I kept to Kaji and his side of the table, and I gave up drinking anymore but then Kaji got friendly with one of his ex girlfriends again so I had to go home with Sho, who apparently noticed his line made me pretty uncomfortable, so he told me that he wasn't drunk and I seriously wanted to just magically disappear somewhere in the snow...too bad I'm not all white.

But then all he said was..."that punk is a lucky man" and that's when the train came ( I couldn't take my car anymore)

Obviously for the rest of the train ride I thought about it. Sho doesn't get drunk, so I trust him on that...actually I trust him with pretty much everything, but it would make me really uncomfortable to know I am making him uncomfortable.

And mostly since I don't feel like telling you all this on the phone I wrote it here,beibi hope you won't curse me for all the English.

Whatever it is that Sho meant I'm hoping it won't change anything. So now it's 4 am and I'm feeling still slightly dizzy, I'm surprised my English didn't fail dramatically.

もし どうしてｔｘｔしなかった考えば

君もう寝るそうし今よっぱれて困っての感じ出した。

本当にあの感じ嫌いじゃ…君と話したいでもさ朝まで待てる

いっぽう

さっきあの駅で章が章が去った後考えつづけた

もし章もちょっとよっぱれた

そんあ言葉だちにとしても言えるな・

この上なく

誰でも、何でもさっきあの駅で着めった

君だけ愛するじゃ

君だけ愛されるじゃ

忘れないでくれ

そして

夢で会いましょう

What are brothers for...

Well, even ignoring the constant spamming of text messages about activities I am NOT interested in, and not only sharing my bed, but pushing me off it at least twice a night - when I'm lucky or he is too tired- lately, my dear twin is trying to prove he's actually sent from the pits of hell to torture me.

...Today I woke up to the lovely tune of...this.

At max volume of course.

My dearest BIG brother.Let me tell you that you are most definetly not on the list of things I love anymore. Actually, I have a pretty good idea why your picture won't show. You are too evil even for the internet.

Next time you want to wake me up, take your time to grow a sense of decency.

Love,

SHINde.

You know you're it's Japan when...

...You surf TV channels half asleep in the middle of the night and stumble upon the newest anime release...about some Christian 'martyr' 13 year old boy with a dubious Russian name that gets his powers to fight by sucking milk from virgin women's breasts.

....

Where is this country going?

Hopefully I won't see any 12 year old boys trying to suck their classmates for super powers any time soon.

Things I love.

I realized, or rather it's been pointed to me that last time I only wrote about things I hate.

So for a turn, I'll write about things I love. This is mostly inspired by the fact that it's weekend and I'm home. Yeah, I finally decided Tokyo is the place I consider my home, and you'll probably laugh if you read this J but it's partially thanks to you. It's amazing how you decided to fallow your own path, even despite the potential dangers,

but

I know you will be safe and well taken care of.

Anyways, back to the topic...I was having a late night talk with Tatsu

and he

pointed how negative my entire mind frame really is. I always think about what I could have done better, of the things I can't do or can't help, to me is half empty but never half full...So he told me, for a moment, I should just think of the things I really love and nothing else. H

e told me not to tell him, so instead, I decided to just post it here.

^^^Becauseキミだけ

^^^Because半分だけであればなにも無いだろう。

^^^Because it's manly

^^^Because it's the most kick ass phone strap in the world.

Thank you baby w

^^^Because it keeps me awake through endless hours of study.

^^^Because it's hard to survive mornings without it w.

^^^Because this guitar will rock the world.

^^^Because it's iPhone.

^^^Because as amazing and diverse the world is, the sky above us is always the same

^^^Because they have good taste in men. 笑

^^^Because they're probably the craziest people alive.

^^^Because it's where I learned change is not necessarily bad, and made many awesome ( noisy) friends.

^^^Because he's a star wwwww

Music.

And lastly...

ww Because I'd LOVE to see J's face when he sees this.

This turned out longer than I expected or intended, but I'm happy to have it all down. There's still things I didn't say or mention...but it made me realize there's a lot more things I love, than those that I hate. That's good. I don't want to grow old and bitter...w

Peace.

Dentist, French and...Tax on Sex??

Since J has been making fun of me for proposing to start blogs and having no clue what to do with one, I've asked around ( not such a good idea since it resulted in my dear friends at University getting obnoxiously excited over me having a 'secret blog').

Apparently a blog is for 'writing stuff that goes through your head' so right now that's pretty much 3 things ( not counting the parts that would be a bit scaring for at least one of the people reading this)

First would be the Dentist. Well...randomly my teeth started hurting, which made me become just slightly paranoid, so first thing after classes I went to the university's dentist. ( yeah we have that)

He told me there was absolutely NOTHING wrong with my teeth, and that they're just being sensitive ( I noticed that, that is why I went). So when I took to that a bit sarcastically he casually told me it's ok, I just need to avoid, sweet hot and cold things for a while. How can you casually tell a MAN he can't have chocolate?

I hate Dentists.

Second would be French. I studied French for 4 years. Basically not practically. I did the mistake to let others in on this little secret, I've done the even bigger mistake of actually swallowing my pride and using it in France when it was absolutely necessary because French people are incompetent enough to neglect bringing in an interpreter when they have to interact with people from JAPAN, who MIGHT know English, but why the heck would we know French?

Well, I did it, it was over, and I ended thinking it was the noble thing to do. Until my 'boss' asks me to translate something in French for him. I tell him I don't know French. He tells me I do. I tell him there's no way in heaven, earth or hell - to be poetic- that I'd do it.

....I've been working for 2 days and one sleepless night on said article.

Je deteste francaise. I hate French.

And last, but even more so ridiculous. Ever since the miraculous chocolate that makes you pass exams, which I apparently can't eat anymore, I had a bit more time for chatting. So one of my few friend from England tells me that, this politician thinks the youth have totally got out of hand and proposes, a tax on sex before marriage. And death penalty for same sex relationships. For the European Union.

I wonder if he has some distant cousin in IInd world war Germany. I suggest we kill all bad kids while we're at it. Why bother and try to educate them? That costs money!

I am wishing this guy a warm, egao de... from the bottom of my heart.

( also how does he imagine it would work? Unmarried couples just going in and declaring they do have sex, 3 times per day and the average duration is 5 to 10 minutes, or what?)

And this is why I hate politicians. I'm afraid there's a virus running among their kind, and it might be contagious.

Apparently I do have a lot more to say after I actually get a good night sleep.

Let's see you deal with a hyper me, Taa-ko.( i know your reply to this so don't txt me when you read it w)

Peace.

Exams and What the heck do you do with a Blog?

I am guessing it'll take some getting used to this. What is basically the point behind blogs? Posting pictures? Writing? I have no clue.



Well exam session is going to start soon so I probably won't be thinking about much other than studying for a while, but I'll do my best to keep myself entertaining ( and etertained).



At least it did start well with an exam that went smoother than I could have hopped with a weekend of studying spent only half awake. Some friends have a house in the mountains so I figured going there rather than Tokyo for the weekend was a pretty brilliant idea, I didn't count on the fact that so much clean air and quiet would make me far too sleepy to study.



I kept postponing everything until I was forced to spend a white night covered in books and notes I could barely read ( funny how you think girl writing looks all cute until you need to actually read it). I am confindent what really saved me wasn't the studying, but this


Japanese chocolate that magically enhances your good luck so that you pass the exam!

Isn't it amazing how we have chocolate for every ocassion? So since this actually worked, I'm going to have one before each exam, just in case.








And since I can now just eat chocolate and pass my exams, I also have time to type pointless text in this blog thing. Quite useful isn't it?








btw if my English seems brilliant today, that is because I'm trying to keep awake after another sleepless night. Just another hour....Zzzz